Counseling the Counselor
I have started my internship for my clinical mental health degree at a wonderful outpatient facility. I have been there for two weeks now, and I am enjoying it. If you are familiar with my blog, you know that I have bipolar disorder. I was diagnosed in 2004 with bipolar disorder II, and then had a manic episode later in the year, which bumped me up to bipolar I. When I interviewed for my internship position, I disclosed my diagnosis of bipolar disorder, because it seemed safe to do so. I was greatly appreciative at how welcoming they were when I disclosed the information. There was no judgment, and in fact, they spoke of how I can have insight into some of the clients’ lives. This is not to say that I know exactly what they are going through, but I have experienced similar things.
My supervisor has been wonderful and even asked me questions about my struggle with bipolar disorder in our meetings so she can get to know me better, not only as a counselor, but also has one that has struggled with mental illness. She does not judge me or think that I am not fit to be a mental health counselor. I used to be afraid of disclosing my diagnosis once I entered graduate school to become a therapist, because I thought people might not let me continue in the program. I just sent her my video that I posted on youtube regarding my story with bipolar disorder, so she may watch it, as I’ve alluded to the video a few times in our discussions. I look forward to talking with her throughout my time at my internship…especially if I get overwhelmed and feel like I am about to become depressed or something.
I hope to update this more now, but I do realize my last blog was in November 2011!
